Essentially my boss told me today in our meeting that she didn't like or trust me because I don't give her enough positive affirmations, that since I never tell her that she is doing a good job she doesn't know what I think of her. Those are her words not mine. And that's all I am going to say on that.
So last night I dreamed about my dead brother and my husband had to shake me awake because I was screaming in my sleep. In my dream my husband was leading my brother's walking, decomposing body into my room and my brother was saying "Mom...Dad" in this low gutteral tone. I was so freaked out when I woke up that I had to keep telling myself over and over that we had my brother cremated.
How many days until Christmas?